What more could a Mum want?

I absolutely love my life and the people that are in it!

Never doubt that with anything I write. But (and I feel this is a big ugly selfish but!) but….. sometimes, I have these ‘wants‘ and that doesn’t mean I’m not happy or you’re not happy.. but I do wonder – what does it mean?

I feel so selfish in having these because I feel I should be happy with what I have got – and I am. I have pure raw love for my babies and they are the most precious things that I have in this world. I have a lovely home and a man who provides for us.


I’m going to list what I want so you can see how selfish I am.

I want..

Wild love
Me time
To feel beautiful

Now they are in no order, but a little bit of each would be preferred! Am I having some
Sort of midlife crisis? – I really don’t have he time for that nor the money! Ha.. Or do you think we sacrifice these when we become a Mum?

I don’t know, I’m just putting it out there in the massive hole of internet/webby space!

If anyone knows, please shed some light!

Much Love,

The Perfect Wannabe!

Holiday Madness!

Holiday Madness!

The time of year has come around where we camp out under the stars!! Sounds idealic right? πŸ˜‚

A week before the big ‘camp out’ I have this obsession in doing ALL the laundry!! If it’s not put away, it’s getting washed!! Insert WTF face! From coats to bags, to bedding to bath mats – you name it, I wash it! Even the stupid brita filter thing!! Insert seriously wtf face! 🀣 I can’t be the only one? Can I ?

Then comes the – ‘have we got everything’ stress.. I will find out at camp I’m sure!

Then comes the anxiety! I hope the shower cubicles are nice! I hope the toilets are clean! I really hope the weather is DRY!!!! What if… argh!!!!!

Over tired kids..

All the ‘what ifs’ and ‘I hopes’…. thankfully we have alcohol πŸ˜‚

Of course it’s fun, I love spending time with my family – who doesn’t?!

It makes me appreciate things like my wifi, sky tv and of course my central heating! 😜

Joking aside, it’s good to go back to basics, it does show that you don’t need tv to have fun, there is a thing called communication (that’s where you look at someone and move you lips and make a sound – hopefully) never underestimate the value of conversation, less people seem to be doing it.

I love it for the memories! For the great times that my children have playing with their cousins..and the precious time that I get to spend with my family.

Who cares if the tents messy, there’s washing to do.. it’s my holiday and it will be a great one. ☺️ enjoy my darlings.