I absolutely love my life and the people that are in it!
Never doubt that with anything I write. But (and I feel this is a big ugly selfish but!) but….. sometimes, I have these ‘wants‘ and that doesn’t mean I’m not happy or you’re not happy.. but I do wonder – what does it mean?
I feel so selfish in having these because I feel I should be happy with what I have got – and I am. I have pure raw love for my babies and they are the most precious things that I have in this world. I have a lovely home and a man who provides for us.
SO WHY DO I WANT MORE!!!
I’m going to list what I want so you can see how selfish I am.
To feel beautiful
Now they are in no order, but a little bit of each would be preferred! Am I having some
Sort of midlife crisis? – I really don’t have he time for that nor the money! Ha.. Or do you think we sacrifice these when we become a Mum?
I don’t know, I’m just putting it out there in the massive hole of internet/webby space!
If anyone knows, please shed some light!
The Perfect Wannabe!
The time of year has come around where we camp out under the stars!! Sounds idealic right? 😂
A week before the big ‘camp out’ I have this obsession in doing ALL the laundry!! If it’s not put away, it’s getting washed!! Insert WTF face! From coats to bags, to bedding to bath mats – you name it, I wash it! Even the stupid brita filter thing!! Insert seriously wtf face! 🤣 I can’t be the only one? Can I ?
Then comes the – ‘have we got everything’ stress.. I will find out at camp I’m sure!
Then comes the anxiety! I hope the shower cubicles are nice! I hope the toilets are clean! I really hope the weather is DRY!!!! What if… argh!!!!!
Over tired kids..
All the ‘what ifs’ and ‘I hopes’…. thankfully we have alcohol 😂
Of course it’s fun, I love spending time with my family – who doesn’t?!
It makes me appreciate things like my wifi, sky tv and of course my central heating! 😜
Joking aside, it’s good to go back to basics, it does show that you don’t need tv to have fun, there is a thing called communication (that’s where you look at someone and move you lips and make a sound – hopefully) never underestimate the value of conversation, less people seem to be doing it.
I love it for the memories! For the great times that my children have playing with their cousins..and the precious time that I get to spend with my family.
Who cares if the tents messy, there’s washing to do.. it’s my holiday and it will be a great one. ☺️ enjoy my darlings.